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Merry christmas

Or something like that,

I have successfully ruined it for the boy yet again, with his being late for work decending into a screaming match complete with tears and tantrums………… I’m sorry to have brought my baby into this life sometimes she shouldn’t have to deal with our problems, she shouldn’t see her mother in bawling her heart out on the floor, she shouldn’t be in a position to feel the need to offer comfort……… I’m sorry my baby, I’m sorry to have brought you into this, I’m sorry I’m so tired and grumpy I can’t control my own actions, I’m sorry push daddy to the edge so often, I’m sorry I am so drained from work that I can’t bring myself to do simple chores or spend quality time with you ……..

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